2.22.01 - 12:16:02

people tend to forget how good the pretenders are. ok, so you probably remember i'll stand by you. and maybe angel of the morning. maybe brass in pocket? do you remember back on the chain gang? night in my veins? i go to sleep? i'm on a 'night in my veins' kick right now. what a great song.

today was wednesday. this week is feeling very strange. today is feeling very strange. i think tomorrow might be saturday or friday, but then it's actually thursday, which pretty much functions as a saturday for me, but....i don't know. stuff is just weird today. and my head is a little funny. my body maybe a little too.

i miss you.

there's a lot of honeysuckle growing downstairs, outside our apartment. it's twined all around the bars of the fence. a lot of people don't know that honeysuckle is parasitic. it's often trained to grow on trellises and that sort of thing to serve as a decorative vine. but yeah. it kills things. just like everything else in this world that's beautiful. but it's not killing anything downstairs. just growing on the fence.

it's true that everything is just a matter of perspective, different points of view. but sometimes it doesn't matter if you can see two (or 3 or 19) different sides to a situation, it's like, once you see it one way, the other ways just don't make sense. and it's so hard to understand how other people can cling to their false realities so desperately, but at the same time it's not, because what would i give to forget half of what i think i know? well, either forget it or know it for sure. though i don't really know what purpose really knowing would serve, besides just making me really paranoid and annoying and cassandra-like. or maybe i'd just sit in a cave braiding seaweed because really, what else can you do

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