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11.9.00 - 10:16:30

woooooo. i'm sitting here in my room in the middle of one of my extra-high-energy spells. i feel like i'm vibrating. i have read an awful lot today, but i just can't do anymore right now. i spent some time pacing from room to room, but that stopped being fun about an hour ago. i am typing faster than i ever knew i could type. i planned my schedule for next semester. 16 credit hours, but only 9 classroom hours. this is a good plan. no class on thursday. 1 class, 10-11 mon, wed, fri. a seminar tuesday and wednesday afternoons. this just sounds so lovely. oh, and harp and orchestra and a directed reading course, which contribute the other 6 credit hours. this plan hinges on a couple of things. 1) victorian literature excluding fiction means poetry or something similarly appealing and not, say, lawmaking in victorian england. dude. that would suck. or like, the letters of charles dickens. i couldn't take it.

2) i can take 8 hours of 300-level credit in spain. this seems not so difficult. i also spent a bunch of time looking up study abroad programs. i think we've narrowed it down to madrid, seville, barcelona, and valencia. i think we are leaning towards barcelona or madrid. i'm going to go in and talk to the study abroad people sometime soon.

i think i'm going to go to a meeting in a few minutes. i should really read some more. and then probably take my meds and sleep. no, like, i am going to explode, there's so much energy in this room right now. in theory, i could go bake something, but i'm restraining myself. partly because lyn just cleaned the kitchen and it looks nice. partly because we still have all that stuff from last week. partly because i just want to run around this room in circles.

jonathan got a job offer from merrill lynch today. we are proud of jonathan. yay for you.

remember letters to cleo? yeah, they were a fun band. if you don't remember them, you should look them up. here and now might ring a bell. it's got one of those fast-talking choruses that are oh-so-fun.

lyn and angie flushed blinky today. they said he wasn't really dead, but i guess close enough for them to flush him. or maybe they're just cold-hearted and murderous deep down inside. you never can tell about the people around you.

mmmmmmmmmmmmm.

if i had wings, i would buzz around the room for a little while. i should read just gaming. i just can't bring myself to do it. too much theory after the postmodern condition. theory overload. i am so looking forward to next semester all of a sudden. i didn't realize i could take it so easy. i can even take spanish pass/fail again. how very exciting. ugh. too bad i have to finish this semester. once i actually get started on my three final projects, it'll be less daunting, but right now, i'm just a little frightened. i have a couple of papers to write this weekend, too. let's get past those and see what happens. when i sit down and think about it rationally, it's not really that much of a big deal. not at all. papers. they're just papers.

i go see jana on monday again. i like the name jana so much more than the name connie. that was the first recommendation i got. connie. like melissa says, you talk to connie about cheerleading and boyfriends. you talk to ariela (or jana) about real life problems. jana is nice. we're hoping for good things from jana+jenna. jenna is my psychiatrist, in case you were wondering.

ok, i'm going to go to that meeting and promote global justice and stuff. and then i'll probably come back and write some more. unless, of course, this passes and i suddenly fall back to earth. that happens a lot. i can't ever completely forget that i'm mortal.

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