this is where we look for things
1.14.01 - 1:33:35
what did we do today? well. today was uber-long. went and did two observation shifts on the hotline at the women's center from 9-3. it was really interesting, plus i got to listen to a couple of calls in spanish and be all excited because i could understand most of it. some of the stuff that goes down in there is just so crazy. i mean, there's crazy that you think can still happen, and then there's crazy that's just out there. makes you wonder.
got home. melissa went back to louisiana. it was nice having her around. we should do that more often (hint, hint).
listening to moby and gwen stefani. here we are now, going to the west side, weapons in hand as we go for a ride, some may come along, but some may stay, watching out for the sunny day.
watching out for the sunny day. it's not a bad job if there's some way to know for sure that the sunny day is on its way. otherwise you're just waiting for godot. oh my goodness...has anyone ever noticed how the first three letters of godot spell G-O-D? gasp.
anyway, i really want this pavement cd. and badly drawn boy. i'm not quite sure why i'm sharing this with you, the non cd-buying public as far as my collection is concerned. maybe i just thought you should know. i need to get to the menil sometime soon. i don't have any class thursdays this semester. i think that's the free day for a lot of the museums around here. let's hope we're right about that because that would be pretty cool. the hour of bewilderbeast is a great album. also, it makes me think of grendel.
i used to listen to pavement in the before time. in the long, long ago.
i'm just talking now without having anything to say, really. we watched hands on a hardbody tonight. hilarious. also watched frequency. good movie if you're really good at suspending disbelief and abandoning all logic. we rented groove. we'll watch it tomorrow. i was so pissed when i found out it had left the theaters last semester. and it's already out on video. crazy.
it's really not true that i don't have anything to say, you know. i doubt that will ever be true. lately i just feel like i have a greater understanding of the way things are. and i can think about things and concentrate and focus until i break and i'm crying on the floor for three hours or i can turn around and let myself go numb for a little while and try to make things different when i come back.
she said, my god, if you actually make the time to read all of these words you won't have any space in there for me. and he said, baby...i don't keep you with the books...
