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1.15.01 - 1:16:19

so we watched groove tonight. i want to be a dj when i grow up. no, that movie was so happy. overflowing with good vibes. yeah, i know how reality is. and it's not the way it is in the movies. at least it isn't all the time. but the rest of the time, it is. yeah.

so i went to target today and bought a watch. i told you i lost my watch, right? i loved that watch. i still love that watch. i'm still of the opinion that it's just misplaced. but i bought a new one. cost me seven bucks. i think it's made out of vinyl. it has the powerpuff girls on it. it has an lcd screen. it's cute and all, but really. i miss my old watch. a lot.

put together cover letters and resumes and envelopes today. we start school on tuesday. that's the day after tomorrow (today). and then the semester's going to be over and i'm going to be off to somewhere and then it's going to hit me that i'm never coming back to rice. next semester is my last one here. this semester. it's been good enough. i would change a couple of things, maybe, but not much. after all, everything's a learning experience.

listening to aphex twin. the beauty of being numb. it's good nighttime music. i haven't checked out the ambient channel at spinner.com for quite a while. maybe i'll do that before i go to bed.

i bought some mango/guava juice today. it's got other stuff in it, too. they call it 'mango mango!' it's pretty good. i'm an emotional person. some people just are, you know. but go talk to all of my friends and i bet 95% of them can count the times they've seen me in tears on one hand. and the other 5% can probably do it on two. i don't really know what that means, but sometimes i want it to mean something. i'm not very much in touch with things sometimes.

things are just a little bit off lately. just need a little more time to let some of it catch up. there aren't really too many things that you can be sure about, but thank god that there are some. even if it's just a couple. sometimes i look outside to make sure the sky's still there. i'm not sure what i'd do if it wasn't. i don't have a plan b. i usually do.

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