8.3.01 - 2:48

you are a china shop and i am a bull.

one day i'll have time to make some images and upload them and then you will all be much happier but until that day comes, it's like, this is what you get. you know? and really, who cares all that much anyway? i think this is where i'll actually be. i think. there are times when you say, fuck it, and you hand over all your decision-making powers to somebody else and the freedom is just exhilarating for about ten minutes or however long it takes until you actually need a decision made by your proxy. i mean, really. do you expect that to work out? well, clearly you do, but it's really unfortunate because it'll never really work out. i guess it's no different from making your own decisions as far as the end result, but you think it's going to be less stressful and in the end, it's not. sucks, man. uh, rock the vote. yeah. today's my last day of work. that's strange. i wish chris would update his website (ahem, ahem). so 8 more days until i leave for houston. and then three weeks of getting ready and smashing in time with all mis amigos and buying things and packing and meetings and reading and reading and reading and preparing and trying to figure out how i can get the max music from here to there and if i should get an mp3 player and if it's overkill taking a digicam and a laptop and an mp3 player, but you know what, i bet i decide it's not. i mean, honestly. i'll take fewer shoes or something to make up for it. speaking of, gotta buy some walking about shoes next week. i really like those skecher mary janes. we'll see. so i think i'm going to tangiers. from what i've heard it sounds a little underwhelming but it's just one of those things, you know. so i can be all like, yeah, i've been to africa. but i'll have to save my real africa traveling for later. i'm doing a million things at once here and i can't keep it up so goodbye.

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