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02.09.02 - 5:37

'i have reason to believe that if my head came with a switch, why, i would turn it off'

is there really any need to tell you where it comes from as long as the internet's in working condition? not really.

i know it, ok. it wasn't a good idea. none of it was and we would all be better off floating down the grand canal in a vaporetto (still). so what. stuck in america, like sugarcult says. the music gets all dry and sticks in my mouth like cotton sometimes. everything tastes stale and old and just plain terrible. it doesn't matter how many times i hit refresh. it's not refreshing.

the dandy warhol's 'sleep.' i agree.

nothing really matters anyway. i understand that i make mistakes and i understand that i hurt and that you hurt and that everyone hurts and nothing is going to fix all of the hurting. or even if it does there's new hurt waiting just behind the old. fresh, stinging, frustrating pain and more pain and more pain. i can conceptualize infinity in terms of pain. i'm sorry that you have to hurt too. i don't want to be a part of it anymore. honestly i never did.

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