01.27.03 - 10:07

there was a moment. i felt it. it was dark and shady on my left and bright and sunny on my right and i could see over half of the city. sometimes there's just so much beauty. sometimes there's just too much love.

there are so many ways to walk through the park. if you walk up steps and turn corners and stumble up hills you're likely to be rewarded. lakes that come out of nowhere. gazebos. paddleboats. waterfalls and bridges. stepping stones in the green, green water. ducks and seagulls and children laughing. playgrounds and vistas. all those different colors of green. the city spread out beneath you like a postcard.

sometimes you say too much and sometimes you listen too long. i don't know what i would have done differently.

i spent last night dreaming a million dreams and waking up after every one. there were movie theaters and disney characters and classrooms and people who scared me. houses and rooms and stories and people i loved. police and a big fluffy coat. puppies. a kitchen shiny with stainless steel. i kept waking up and my neck would be wet with sweat and i'd have to flip the pillow over before i could go back to sleep. i woke up at 6 and i was all out of dreams. i laid in bed staring at the ceiling for three hours. i got up at 9 and ate some cereal. i sliced a banana on top of it. i took my vitamins. i went to class.

isn't it funny when you like mondays? it seems like everything else is downhill these days. i like monday. and then i can't wait to get to saturday again. i'm just so tired.

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