this is where we look for things
10.4.00 - 11:18:18
my first harp lesson tomorrow. how exciting. angie made some rhubarb bread today. it's in the oven. i should remember to check up on it sometime soon. i think it's kinda amusing how we both bake stuff as like, a therapeutic measure. i have a feeling we're going to have lots of baked goods all year long. those 60 calorie oatmeal raisin cookies are wonderful. i think we're going to have to have a constant supply of those. you'd never know they were good for you.
i'm sorta caught up on all my reading, which is a little weird. i guess i still have some spanish to do, but that's not so much a big deal. i thought i had an all-day training this saturday, but i don't, so that's cool. more time for after-race stuff. i still have to be at rehearsal at 10, but that's earlier than 9, so whatever.
still can't locate postmodern fables in the library. stupid book. stupid, stupid, wonderful book.
i think i'm going to go serve food at the star of hope tomorrow. that kind of thing helps me look at things from a different perspective. of course, with my mindframe right now it'll probably just make me more despondent about like, my worldview in general, but i don't know. it's a good thing to do. and on average, homeless people are so much nicer than normal people, i find.
ani difranco and the indigo girls doing midnight train to georgia. very cool song.
still have three more chapters of jameson to read for thursday. and a paper due thursday, too. maybe i'll read the chapter about film and do my spanish and go to bed. i've been so tired these days and i don't understand why. like, i sleep at least 7 hours every night, 8 some days even.
being alive is just so tiring.
there's an anti-death penalty march on the capital october 15th. that's a sunday. i might go with some people from our rice amnesty group. i've always wanted to be in a march. seems like a pretty neat coincidence that this march protests two things that i hate. al's rising in the polls. yay for that.
sometimes i think i'll never have enough breath to say anything really important.
